How Celestia changed your life?
Posted: 20.06.2005, 04:47
I know it may sound silly, but... how Celestia changed your life? Despite of the apparent stupidity of such a question, it is not that stupid if you see it in the right angle. I'm gonna explain.
When I was a kid, I just loved Star wars, and I used to dream about the stars. On July 1991, I witnessed a solar eclipse, one of the most fascinating experiences on my life.
I dreamed with the reruns of Carl Sagan's Cosmos.
As I grew up, my life became more immediate, more focused on what happens next, in a box called home, a box called work, a box called vacation. I have seen may unfair things done by people and I slowly started to quit dreaming.
The crisis of USA in 2003 brought unemployment in USA, and later in other countries which depended on USA. That's how I lost my job, thanks downsizing (unlike Japanese who don't do downsizing, they ask employees to buy and sell products to help the company). So life became another box called "no money" and since then I have had to be part of small projects to survive and pay the bills. It was a 2D life filled with boxes.
After I downloaded Celestia, I still stood in such a boxed life for a while. But slowly, I realized that my life was 2D. I forgot to look to the sky. Today I realized that the moon was there when I went out from home, something that would go unnoticed otherwise.
Now I question "is that all?". Survive and pay the bills? It that the reason why I am here? Money?
I recalled a time when I had dreams, when I used to believe in people. I realized about the existence of 3D. Even the scifi arts I've made weren't the product of a 3D life, but remnants that surfaced from a 3D era that was long forgotten, it came from an inner world, not a 3D view of the universe.
So I guess my life was a bit changed by Celestia. I may live in this very life, but it is not 2D, not boxed, and I saw the need to rescue the fascination I used to feel. It is told that the purpose of Celestia is educational, and in a way it educated me first.
I realized how much we need to be educated before we educate someone else.
By the way, I downloaded the first set of educational activities. It's just cool, state of the art, but it erased from the object browser all the addons I had installed. I guess I need to reinstall after I download all those activities.
I know I haven't been too nice in the forums, but now I guess why. And if this is stupid, then it may be stupid, but celestia changed my life a bit.
How Celestia changed your life? Or was it just another software on your HD?
When I was a kid, I just loved Star wars, and I used to dream about the stars. On July 1991, I witnessed a solar eclipse, one of the most fascinating experiences on my life.
I dreamed with the reruns of Carl Sagan's Cosmos.
As I grew up, my life became more immediate, more focused on what happens next, in a box called home, a box called work, a box called vacation. I have seen may unfair things done by people and I slowly started to quit dreaming.
The crisis of USA in 2003 brought unemployment in USA, and later in other countries which depended on USA. That's how I lost my job, thanks downsizing (unlike Japanese who don't do downsizing, they ask employees to buy and sell products to help the company). So life became another box called "no money" and since then I have had to be part of small projects to survive and pay the bills. It was a 2D life filled with boxes.
After I downloaded Celestia, I still stood in such a boxed life for a while. But slowly, I realized that my life was 2D. I forgot to look to the sky. Today I realized that the moon was there when I went out from home, something that would go unnoticed otherwise.
Now I question "is that all?". Survive and pay the bills? It that the reason why I am here? Money?
I recalled a time when I had dreams, when I used to believe in people. I realized about the existence of 3D. Even the scifi arts I've made weren't the product of a 3D life, but remnants that surfaced from a 3D era that was long forgotten, it came from an inner world, not a 3D view of the universe.
So I guess my life was a bit changed by Celestia. I may live in this very life, but it is not 2D, not boxed, and I saw the need to rescue the fascination I used to feel. It is told that the purpose of Celestia is educational, and in a way it educated me first.
I realized how much we need to be educated before we educate someone else.
By the way, I downloaded the first set of educational activities. It's just cool, state of the art, but it erased from the object browser all the addons I had installed. I guess I need to reinstall after I download all those activities.
I know I haven't been too nice in the forums, but now I guess why. And if this is stupid, then it may be stupid, but celestia changed my life a bit.
How Celestia changed your life? Or was it just another software on your HD?