Celestial Visions

[Rassilon]

will be moving soon...I will let you all know when it happens but currently for some reason the server I am on isnt working out...Ive put in a ticket at tech support but I am still getting less than 56k bandwidth...If it doesnt improve Ill just shut it down till the move...

Ill keep you posted on what happens...

[John Van Vliet]

sory to see it go ,i liked the site

john

[billybob884]

I don't think you really have to be sorry about it, the site will probably just get a new address and remain mostly the same (hopefully), right?

[Rassilon]

Yes I will be retaining the forums and website just as it is...Just have to figure out how Im going to transfer the sql database...I dont know right now as Im not even able to load the main page

[selden]

Ras',

There's obviously something unusual happening right now with your ISP.
CV has never been so slow before. I'd suggest being patient with them while they figure out what broke.

[Rassilon]

The thing that worries me is they dont know...

[Nate-Gillson]

[*Shadow*]

I went to see the forum and it wasn't there was going to write you an e-mail but then I remembered you would post something here if something was going on with the site.Seems I have to wait now, Rass write me an e-mail about it I want to know what you did with yesterdays trouble.

[a friend]

I am posting this in behalf of Rassilon who now has left the internet for reasons personal. He feels sorry for all the damage he has done or has not done to all parties involved (they know who they are) and feels the best course of action to resolve the situation is to disappear. He wont be returning ever but would like all his work to remain a reminder of what good he did do. He really wants the peace to resolve the situation. And hopes that all involved can look past the bad things that has occured and look to the fact that he really wasnt perfect. He has said that he had maybe misjudged a certain situation and hopes that the hurt was minimal. He did not intend to destroy anyone nor ever intends to. Just to be who he is though I fear he wont be whole for a long time.

He offers his sincerest apologies.

[*Shadow*]

I hated getting that e-mail from him...
back to doing nothing for no reason
like posting at tun
it all sucks now

[Darkmiss]

what could be so bad that you would have to never come back to a forum web page ?

[*Shadow*]

It's not just this place.

Heres a song that's been in my head all day:

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
[Erase all the pain 'til it's gone]
It's gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to fin that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm
Somewhere I belong



That's how I've been feeling today

-Shadow

[selden]

Paul,

Different people react differently to similar events. What might seem to be a minor problem to one person can be a major catastrophe to another -- namecalling by someone you don't know, perhaps. What one person thinks is funny another might consider grounds for mayhem -- practical jokes fall into this category, for example.

I don't know anything about what might have happened in this case, but I know that sometimes people find themselves in situations that are simply unbearable. As a result, they have to make major changes in their lives.

Ras' certainly has my best wishes for whatever he decides to do.

[selden]

Shadow,

It's usually appropriate to give credit when you quote someone, especially when the words are so meaningful to you.

As best I can tell, that's "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Parks from the album Meteora.

[billybob884]

Thats awful, he's never coming back? what could have happened that could have been so bad? All I know is that something was wrong with his site. Did he get into a fight with someone? Well, I hope he's ok....

[Guest]

Shadow,

It's usually appropriate to give credit when you quote someone, especially when the words are so meaningful to you.

As best I can tell, that's "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Parks from the album Meteora.

It is sorry, my mind s too occuppied with this loss

[selden]

I understand. We can hope that at some point he'll get back in contact with his friends.

[granthutchison]

We can hope that at some point he'll get back in contact with his friends.

Hear, hear.

Grant

[*Shadow*]

Even if he comes back it won't be the same...

[billybob884]

I guess i'm being a bit of a noob, but (just a guess) does this have somnething to do with ladyhawke? i sort of missed what exactly happened. but as for rass, we will always be waiting and willing to accept you back in, no matter the circumstances....